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Artist: Lynnsey Arant

 

I never really knew you that much

Only that you were a man

Only that you were a strong man

Only that you were my strong man

I never really talked to you that much

Only when we were alone

Only when we fought alone

I never really appreciated you

Only when you bought me stuff

Only when you bought us stuff

Only when you bought everyone stuff

I never knew how amazing you were

Only in photographs

Only in stories

Only in memories

I never thanked you for being there

Only when you held my hand

Only when you made me laugh

Only in a silent prayer

I never told you how much I loved you

Only when I was alone

Only when we were alone

Only when you never came home.

                          -March 6, 2016

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It's Not You, It's Me.

-Lynnsey Arant

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"why do you continue to write about me?"
ah, it's not you
it's the thought of you
and only that
has the power
for others 
to be able to relate 
to a girl like me

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Lynnsey Arant-

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On day 1, it was very scary 

The teacher seemed mean 

But soon found out he was merry

 

As the year went by

Days ran together

Journalism became my jam

 

I'll remember it forever

Artist: Anon

 

What do I do when I'm alone?

Sit in silence..... In my head

Wishing I could sleep when I lie awake in bed

Laugh at a silly word I made up on my own

Think about eating but don't

Wanting to call you but I won't

Shivering as the tears fall

Questioning if it really was worth it all

Rolling over and checking my cell

Watching things that'll send me to hell

Cut myself and the tears stop

Out of bed I hop

To the window I float out and stumble

To the bridge you said you'd jump off

I spit on passing cars

Hanging from the bars

Knowing one day I will die

And then I won't have to

cry.

Read a poem or two! They're all made from students here at STFHS.

Artist: Anon

 

Eyes blinked countless times to stop a teardrop from falling,

Fear wrapped her being as her courage vanished,

She was scared and alone,

But she knew it was meant to be that way.

 

Unwanted thoughts came swirling like a tornado,

she kept asking herself why, why,

Why did she took the risk when she knew how big the consequences was.

All she knew was that it was all a mistake, a big mistake.

 

Every decision she made was a mistake.

Her kind smile was a mistake.

Believing that everything will turn out ok was a mistake.

Believing in a lie is a mistake when reality and pain has been present throughout..

 

With a single laughter, came a greater consequences to face,

Was it a fault to smile a little bit?

Was it a fault to think that the day will be a rainbow?

The answer was always a yes

 

Even a tiny though of a smile in her lips

Can create a disaster.

She couldn’t stop it,

How can she when all she knew was that no one will ever help

A nobody.

 

They wouldn’t understand because they were never in her shoes.

They are coming and she couldn't do anything to stop it,

She sat there waiting to be taken,

Waiting to die.

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Happiness

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Dark clouds gather

Not talking about the weather

 

When spurned by your love- we always said it was forever

 

Sunny days must come back its so hard to move on 

but for flowers to grow i must be strong 

Artist: Joline Harris

 

What pain has brought

is only fear

it's love we've sought

but found no one dear

they say wait

but i run past

hoping i'm not too late

to get a glimpse of what should last

do i belong I ask

maybe i'll get strong

finish this task

see where i go

won't lie to myself

i should know

in time itself

what pain has brought

is only fear

i hope this thought

will disappear

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